Dating?

First of all, let me just say that church was amazing today. It made me want to change without making me feel too guilty. Perfect blend. I thought it was a good day.

In other news, I have been thinking about dating. There must be total subliminal messaging going on because I really want to date. The funny part is I really don't.

Now, I know that didn't make sense, so let me explain. I feel like I am missing out, which in a way I am because I don't really date, but I don't really try either. However, right now I am not looking for a serious relationship, so dating is kind of irrelevant at least for me.

But BYU is stupid and makes you think that you are doing something wrong if you aren't married by like 18. But I don't even know who I am, how can I be someone's wife?

That is the real question of the day.

btw I just finished March 15, 2002