Raindrops on Roses

I have this problem. Well, it's not so much a problem as a weird fact. I believe that those who read this will either fit in to two categories; those who identify with me and those who think I am off my rocker. (Those who know me, know that most of the time I am off my rocker but life is way more fun that way.)

Anyway, my 'problem' is that whenever I find something I think is beautiful, I internalize it and it creates this strange... energy. I guess it is more like powerful emotional energy. It is amazing and beautiful, but I don't have an outlet for it. It is one of those things that no matter what I do, I can't let is soar and fly like it should be. Eventually it goes away until I find another object of beauty, but what I wouldn't give to find a way to express it.

So, dear readers, what do you think of me now? It doesn't really matter, no offense, since in reality this blog is just one of my many attempts at trying to unleash that emotion from inside.

Have you ever noticed the beauty of raindrops on roses?

Dove Chocolate Love

So I had a piece of dove chocolate today, and you know they have those messages on the inside. So I open one up and I am eating it while I read what it said in side. Guess what it said?

When two hearts race, both win.

Yeah I'm serious. I almost choked on the chocolate I was laughing so hard.

Anyway, I looked on line two days ago and saw that the job I wanted was posted. I was so excited. I was getting my resume ready and then when I went on yesterday to actually submit it, IT WAS GONE!!!!

I was distraught, so I sent an email to the job site seeing what happened and if I could still apply. We'll see what happens, I hope things work out.

Acceptance

Acceptance is a funny thing. No matter who you are there is always a part of you that longs to be included somewhere. It is especially hard for me growing up in the church. Mostly because we are taught to love one another, but I didn't always feel that.

We also grow up learning that you don't need to be accepted by others because Heavenly Father love you and his love is infinite. But for me that is hard too because although is love is infinite, it doesn't make my life better.

I guess in the grand scheme of things the best thing I can do is to be confident in who I am especially because the people who do know me like me. I can't be that bad can I?

Well, I should work now.

Peace, I'm out!