mmm...Pie!

"As Jack Handey wisely said, 'When you die, if you get a choice between going to regular heaven and pie heaven, choose pie heaven. It may be a trick, but if not....mmmm, boy!'" - BoTS by Kathrine Gee

I like pie. I really like this quote. I thought the rest of the world should have the opportunity to see it and truly enjoy it.

Do you know what else I really like? People that make me laugh. I have a new friend that makes me laugh all the time. I almost died today from laughing. good times.

work

I need to remember how good it feels to do work. Any work, but being busy feels so good. I am happy when I am busy. The world just seems so much better when I have things to do and I am doing them all the time. I am sure that for most people this is obvious, but I am not sure. Americans are not very good at finding a balance between working enough, but not too much.

I am trying to find a balance. What about you?

She holds you captivated in her palm

Suddenly I see, this is what I want to be.
...she fills up every corner like she's born in black in white.

I have had a lot of these moments lately. I think I need to change, but I am having a hard time doing that. It's not that I don't think I am a good person; it's just that I realize that I have a greater potential than I am using. I want to be the best I can be, isn't that a worthy goal?

Cooking

So, since this is my first year where I really have to cook for my self, I have come to some conclusions.

a) Stores sell stuff in quantities that are meant for families, not singles.
b) cooking for yourself is not hard, just a pain
c) shopping for food sucks (I have always liked it until now. Now when I shop I don't buy half the things I want just because I am tired of being at the store)
d) cooking is fun like maybe once a week not three times a day, ugh.

Okay, after a great Ugly Betty and Office Season premiere, it is time for me to do my favorite thing, Grocery shopping!!!

No Day But Today!

I can't control my destiny, i trust my soul. my only goal is just...to be.
give to love or live life in fear.

I never thought I would like the musical rent, but I have been listening to some of the original cast recording and I really think that there are a lot of good things that this musical says.

I have recently made a lot of changes to my attitude on life. I have decided that I really can be the person that I have ideally wished to be. I can not do everything, I do have a limit, but I have always been good at keeping myself from that point but I haven't fully embraced life.

I am really looking forward to the rest of my life, come what may. Mostly I have to let go and trust in my soul and my savior. I have to give in to his love and my faith, or I will spend my life living in fear.

no other path, no other way, no day but today.
(lyrics from Rent's Another Day)

my life is being sucked away....

There is this class that is totally sucking my life away. I don't know that I will be able to pass the class. The problem is not that it is hard, the problem is that it is just way to time consuming. This is craziness. Help, I am drowning can someone save me, please?

On a different note, I have been a lot happier lately. I really love most of the classes that I am taking, and I am really excited for my major. Sorry, I would love to chat, but I have to go work. Someday I will be able to blog again.

I'm back

Sorry it has taken me so long to get back. It has been a crazy few weeks.

I have moved into the condo I am living in this year, and it has been great. I really like having my own room and I can see the Y from my desk. I can also see the beautiful mountain. Things are good.

I am almost done organizing my room which makes me very happy!

On a slightly sadder note, I have realized that I don't enjoy theatre as much as I used to. I think I just need to be revived, but right now it is hard for me to be excited about anything. And I am still confused about my major.

any help, anyone?