I am going to write about it in my journal

So, yesterday was kind of crappy. The best part was when I came out of my room to get something to eat, my roommate made delicious cookies (we both had a hard time making good chocolate chip cookies at high altitude, but she finally found a good recipe) Then we sat there and talked and then my roommate got her guitar out and started playing random songs. We went through my whole guitar book and then we stared looking up songs on the internet. We found Mika's Grace Kelly and Vitamin C's Graduation. We jammed out until about 1 in the morning. It was awesome. There is nothing like randomness to make you happy.


Also, it seems that everything is working itself out. Who-hoo!

She was so young with such innocent eyes

Today was kind of crappy. I found out that I might not get to live with my friends because of stupid stuff. I also haven't finished declaring my major because BYU can't get it's act together. None of my friends are responding to me. I just want to cry. A lot.

Why can't life just work out. I guess that is a dumb question since most of the time my life does work out. I am really just tired of all the stuff I have hanging over my head. I just don't want to think about it anymore.

I did poorly on two tests today, but Icelandic was fun...

Hmmm, how often do you hear that sentence. I guessing pretty infrequently. I am pretty psyched because life is going well. Okay, I feel like life is great. My grades won't tell you the same. They will tell you that I have slacked off all semester and now I am trying to get back up to speed and it is not working well. Yeah, story of my life.

So, I like feeling good, and that is how I feel. I don't know if it is because I am looking forward to the future or if it is because I am satisfied with where I am and what I am doing. Actually, I just realized why I am so happy.

IT'S SPRING!!!! THE BEST TIME EVER!!!!!!

yeah, I guess I am a little excited ;) Oh, and my cuz comes home from his mission tomorrow morning from his mission!!!! We will go to the same school for the first time in my life, that is crazy.

Man, I have so many things to be grateful for. I am healthy. I am talking to people that I haven't talked to in a long time. And I just love life. Why shouldn't I?

Chili con carne

So, today I was looking at old pictures, and I found some of my choirs in high school. I realized that ever since I have been at BYU I have not been singing, and that makes me sad. I miss all the friends that I had from choir and all the fun things we did together. The same goes for acting.

I think I have been hurt too bad in both of these disciplines, and I am afraid to keep pouring my heart and soul into something that may hurt me again. I know it is important to take risks and getting hurt is simply part of the process, but it just hurts so much.

I need to get back into music because that is were I truly fly.