Monday, November 26, 2007

Could music be the food of love?

So, I have decided that I am going to audition for the music performance. I want to do vocal performance which is really fun, but the audition is really scary. But the more I think about it, the more I want to be in the program. Well, we'll see what happens.

Ward Prayer was really funny last night because I got to dance with Aaron right in the middle of it, so he could get a spider off of me. And the leader of ward prayer tried to kiss my friend right in front of everyone. Good times had by all!

Anyway, I realized today that I am so behind in everything, I don't think I will ever catch up. It's not like I wanted to pass my classes anyway.

Yay for Linux!

Monday, November 19, 2007

Singing and Dancing in the rain!

I am in such a good mood right now! I think it is because of the song I am listening to. It is just a song a stumbled on while on my blog walk today. It is called "Love Song" by Sara Bareilles. The point of the song isn't even really uplifting, but I think it is the melody that has hit the right chord for me. I just wish it was raining because I am in a dancing in the rain kind of mood.

Why can't the weather cooperate?

I love Christmas! I can't wait for snow just around the holidays, however for christmas I will be at the equator, but I will have my family and it will be really relaxing. Thinking about Christmas puts me in the mood for hot chocolate, sweaters, mistletoe, Christmas Trees, snow, Holiday music, garlands, lights, cookies, and just the gaiety of the season.

I am so happy and content right now. I love this feeling!

Bring on the rain and snow!

Monday, November 12, 2007

my horrible discovery

So, yesterday, i watched WAY too much online TV while I was doing my homework. So, as I was going to bed I had a really painful look inward and I don't like a lot of what I see. I am tired of being lazy and not accomplishing the things I want. I am tired of being unhappy. I am tired of dreaming big and settling for little. I am tired of giving in to the easy way and my natural man tendacies. I am tired of being slovenly, lazy and a general underachiever.

So, I resolved to be better, but here I am sitting on the couch writing in my blog. Why can't I change?

help...?

Sunday, November 4, 2007

the things I never knew

Hmmmm...
I just found out that I am an accountant in Afghanistan. I don't remember if I put that in my profile, or if Blogger did that on it's own. Either way, I was totally clueless. I guess that means I know even less about myself than I thought.

lately I have felt like I am always a day late and a penny short. (That phrase always makes me giggle :) ). I guess part of it is that I don't focus on the things that I am doing well. For instance, I have been spending lots of time with friends, which is really important. I am doing a good job at keeping on top of my homework; so I guess all in all I am doing well.

Well, off to try to un-late and penny-gain my life!